Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Changed?

I continued to be inspired so many blogs and they continue to bring me back to the same old question: Change. I would like to say that I have changed and that all my bad habits and attitudes are a distant memory but I would only be fooling myself.
Food continues to control me and my exercise habit take priority above almost anything. I feel like I am on the roller coaster that keeps me spinning and I always return to the same spot.
It saddens me to think that at the age of 45 that I have yet to discover what so many others have: Self love and acceptance.
I say that I want it but I some time avoid like the plague. What would happen if I truly accepted and loved myself? What would my time be spent doing if I could not obsess about my weight and what I choose to put into my body?
I continue to read blog that inspire me and I hope will help me continue to keep fighting. Fighting for acceptance, love and peace.

5 comments:

Marisa (Loser for Life) said...

You can do it, Kathi. Don't give up because you are worth it. You deserve the same love and acceptance you give to your children, husband and friends. :)

Brit-Man said...

You are so many positive things Kathi and you make being human such a beautiful thing.

Keep pushing and keep believing in yourself. you've come so far and you should never have feel like you're second best because as long as you live, you never will be.

GODO LUCK

:-) :-)

carla said...

I hear you
and wanted to say---too suzie sunshine or not---that we are still young :)

45

plenty of time to change those habits into what we desire them to be.

and today can be that day we take the first step.

xo xo

MizFit

Heather said...

You CAN do this girl. It's just giving yourself the respect that you DESERVE!!!! You just have to live life & never take a day for granted!

I know you have it in you. I KNOW you do!!!

Big hugs!

Debi said...

Don't give up - you deserve everything!!!